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well well well it looks like i have 4 more days left in good old grand haven. it is bittersweet. i have had an amazing summer and i cant believe it is already over. im terrified of grand rapids. i will probably do really well in school because i dont know anyone over there so i will be forced to study out of boredom. i am very excited to escape from all of the drama grand haven has to offer, and im excited to have a different job. im considering a going away party friday night. if you wanna come call me (502-3228). im pretty down today, it could be the rain. have a nice day.
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[16 Jul 2005|05:26pm] |
hey everybody! i love you all the end
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[18 Jun 2005|10:14am] |
HEY YOU!
last minute invitation to my open house!
please come we are having a salad bar, appetizers, and desserts, including a VEGAN CARROT CAKE!
its at my house from 1-5 and if you are reading this, you are invited!
call me if you need directions 616-502-3224 OR 842-2860
hope to see you here!
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[09 Mar 2005|11:58pm] |
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i dont know if i have ever been this stressed out in my entire life it would be nice to get more that 4 hours of sleep one of these nights
im trying to do the right thing too its hard to ignore that voice in my head that tells me to call you i miss my best friend and it hurts so bad to not have you in my life that i get a pit in my stomach and my eyes well up you mean so much to me and i dont want to hurt you by dragging this on forever if you dont want to make things work out, and i dont mean that to pressure you. i want to work on not being so self absorbed that i dont even notice when im breaking beautiful hearts maybe with accecptance comes another stab at being friends
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[06 Mar 2005|10:53pm] |
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so livejournal, its been a while i have completely lost touch with all of my friends come back theres one in particular that i miss the most but he wants nothing to do with me -if you read this i just want you to know that im thinking about you and i miss you very very very much and i know you think im an evil selfish bitch but i never meant to hurt you, i was just trying to look out for myself too. i miss calling you. i miss falling asleep on your couch and renting movies and eating frozen pizza and smoking on your front porch and your midget mom and creepy dad and your laugh and your pout. i just miss you i hope someday i can talk to you again... just let me know-
other than that not too much is going on. my dad finally accepted my smoking habit. im running for the green party in government. im broke as a joke. i graduate in less than 3 months (scary). i hate my job. i love my puppy. i feel weird.
okay goodnight.
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[06 Jan 2005|12:53pm] |
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who wants to come to my birthday party that i am throwing myself or who wants to go somewhere with me i just dont want to end up on my couch watching tv
anyone? please?
i will make cake
I SLEPT LAST NIGHT!
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[05 Jan 2005|02:04pm] |
im feeling better today
im excited to sleep tonight and eat cake but i dont like frosting
BIRTHDAY COUNTDOWN- 2 DAYS!
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[03 Jan 2005|01:31pm] |
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im feeling very alone maybe its better to be alone because at least i dont have to assure anyone that im okay
my birthday is friday it will probably pass unnoticed yet again
i should probably quit pouting
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[19 Dec 2004|09:20pm] |
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well my parents are home from new york i managed to stay out of trouble this time
i feel like i only have one friend everyone else takes advantage of me or ditches me im drained mentally and physically
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[14 Dec 2004|12:50pm] |
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school. work. sleep. school. work. sleep.
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[08 Dec 2004|01:24pm] |
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ive been taking naps lately, a lot of them
im feeling a little down lately, i feel like im losing touch with people i care about
i hate comments fuck you
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[06 Dec 2004|12:49pm] |
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interesting weekend.
friday tsunami bomb and MOTION CITY SOUNDTRACK at the intersection. so much fun although slightly violent mosh pit during mcs... unnecessary.
saturday i cut the tip of my finger off at work. emergency room, painful shots, x rays, blood, tears, tetnus shot. ouch. im fine and they think it will mostly grow back.
my sister left her shitty boyfriend and moved back home. im happy for her.
well orchestra concert next saturday except i wont be able to play... im sad. the drugs they gave me arent that good.
thats about all.
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[30 Nov 2004|12:47pm] |
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sarah where are you?
i like that
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[29 Nov 2004|01:04pm] |
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i hate today my head is clogged and i ate too many gobstoppers
business tech is boring MY GRANDMA IS A JUDGEMENTAL FUCK on the other hand, i loved the snow last week. it made me want to be in love.
sledding, fireplaces, hot cocoa, climbing into bed and englufing yourself in blankets.
i love winter
have a beautiful day
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[23 Nov 2004|01:15pm] |
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3 DAYS!!!
i feel better today
i have a giant bag of lifesavers
yummy
i miss hanging out
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[22 Nov 2004|12:49pm] |
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i quit smoking
i havent since saturday night and its way harder than i expected
my toes feel funny
 you are an "emo kid". you're fresh or light in the scene and enjoy your somewhat nicer and lighter emo bands. don't let the indie kids and punk rockers put you down for liking dashboard confessional or hot water music, stick up for your emo rights! keep smiling!
*how emo are you?* brought to you by Quizilla
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[19 Nov 2004|01:03pm] |
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i had a lot of fun last night muskegon, sallys, arbys, the mall (ick), meijers, sarahs house for a hair dying party (shh), and the rendevous. it was nice to sit and chat.
i told my dad i smoke last night he is pissed
but i told him not to expect me to quit and he told me my car would be gone
i know its stupid but i am old enough to make stupid choices i want to be left alone
well have a great weekend oh yeah IM CINDERELLA i have to go home and scrub the floors and i have to wait until my dad approves of it to leave they are having company and heaven forbid the floors arent scrubbed EDIT- it looks like i wrote a poem up there, its not, i just use weird enters. hah.
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[12 Nov 2004|01:21pm] |
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i stole this from everyone. and im jumping on the bandwagon.
Things that rule... -senior year -friends that really know you -brand new infatuations -old loves -sex -cigarettes -your parents going out of town -your parents going our of town and you spending the night alone, watching movies on your couch -snow days -sleeping in -getting out of work early -my dog, sadie -sisters -wearing mittens and scarfs -knowing ill be out of this shithole this time next year
this weekend should be pretty low key
im feeling content today my dad searched my purse last night "i can smell smoke on your breath." 56 dys until my 18th birthday
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[09 Nov 2004|12:56pm] |
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HMM today is cold yesterday i took sarah to her grandmas
it was awkward speaking of sarah...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
yep... well hmm.
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